As the title implies, I am currently facing a predicament.
It’s not a life and death situation, but it’s… kind of, forming the shape of things to come . From where I stand, I can see outlines of sharp turns further down the road that I’m at and one of them is sort-of like deja vu, although my instinct tells me it’s an entirely different thing altogether.
Funny how much a person can change in half a year’s time.
Anyway, I told my sister and she seemed okay with the idea. She appears to understand my current situation and, quite frankly, I think she knows me better than I actually give her credit for. She’s aware of my yearning for independence and that want to break free from… something that only the two of us can understand.
Unfortunately, our methodology on how one breaks free from that something is quite… different.
She knew I wasn’t the type who would seek the path she took for the sake of liberation and it actually made me happy to know that someone understood that, at least.
But anyways, I’m still feeling kinda anxious about this. I don’t know if I’ll be able to balance it with studying (or if Fate would actually agree with this insanity) but it’s not like I have other options. Circumstances are forcing me to stand on my own, and I am also acutely aware that December is fast approaching. It’s a constant reminder that I am not getting any younger.
I know it will come in due time— even my sister tells me so— but you have to admit that it’s really worrisome.
Ah hell. Whatever. Let October come, then we’ll see what happens next.
For the meantime, I’ll enjoy Maroon 5’s “Moves Like Jagger”. XD